mdma

you can buy a way to die
for $25 per pill
your heart will just stop working
and some tears are sure to spill

but if it's any consolation
i won't stop to go
"i told you so."

let us peel away the layers
and find where i went wrong
there's a million things i want to say
but i can't if you're really gone

you just wanted to live
to spite me in every way
but i will see you up there in the heavens
slit wrists is a free little way

i won't have to worry about destruction on mdma
i will close my eyes, look to the skies, and pray it'll be okay