i want to believe.

the road is full of blinding lights, that try to reach into my eyes. the glints of hope, they slowly float, until i can not visualize. my vision's tainted by the shadows on the shoulder. i try and hold on to my thoughts until i get older. the lights, they reach into my eyes. i let them violate me, validate me. they grab my eyes, and try to rape me. it's okay, they're grainy waves. they're nothingness, they're mindless slaves. the road i travel down is full of dull, expressionless love.

can you hear the soft winds blow through the fields on either side?
they whisper tricks, and slip, before i can think to run and hide.
my brain is blank, the synapses die.
the lights reach in and grabs my soul,
right through my dazzling eyes.